I try to let the time pass off without constantly thinking about the little person that may be coming into this world any day! It is easier to think that he will not be a real baby until we get our referral but in all reality he could be born any week in the next few months. I think about Ian's biological mom and what kind of things she could be facing at this point in her life. How hard her struggles must be and how worried she may be that her child will not have a good life. I pray that God will give her peace about her decision. If she only knew how much love awaits him!!!